Thursday, January 19, 2006
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
"The day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom"
I took the steps i realised i'm only human many of you would think that i really should take the above statment seriously. I cant guys i broke the rules i made before my ownself idiotic self. It doesnt make a difference. GOD meant something else for both of us. I'm sorry. You might find it ridiculous but i fell quite bloodi hard. I hoped so much it would have worked out. The things you said; Have faith in yourself since you have faith in Him. I have faith in you, what people expect from you, you will deliver and you wont even need me there saying so. Then again i thought i knew yo but apperently i don't. If WE don't recover from this I hope you know that I treasure the 2 years odd of friendship prior to this maddness I initiated. And sincerly I apologise for it.
I took the steps i realised i'm only human many of you would think that i really should take the above statment seriously. I cant guys i broke the rules i made before my ownself idiotic self. It doesnt make a difference. GOD meant something else for both of us. I'm sorry. You might find it ridiculous but i fell quite bloodi hard. I hoped so much it would have worked out. The things you said; Have faith in yourself since you have faith in Him. I have faith in you, what people expect from you, you will deliver and you wont even need me there saying so. Then again i thought i knew yo but apperently i don't. If WE don't recover from this I hope you know that I treasure the 2 years odd of friendship prior to this maddness I initiated. And sincerly I apologise for it.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Time is a real and constant motion always
Rolling us along
Tell me who
Wants to look back on their youth and wonder
Where those years have gone
Rolling us along
Tell me who
Wants to look back on their youth and wonder
Where those years have gone
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I'm giving you my heart to break but trusting you won't.
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Monday, April 04, 2005
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
Lee Ann Womack::I Hope you dance
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)
Lee Ann Womack::I Hope you dance
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
It's nice to know you care, appreaciate it.
The nights are cold, my warmest nights might have come and gone. But when it happened what seems like years ago, you tend to forget how warm it was but harping on how cold it is now.
Its like holding on to a helium filled ballon.... you don't wanna let go but sooner or later it doesnt have any helium left in it and you're left with nothing...
The nights are cold, my warmest nights might have come and gone. But when it happened what seems like years ago, you tend to forget how warm it was but harping on how cold it is now.
Its like holding on to a helium filled ballon.... you don't wanna let go but sooner or later it doesnt have any helium left in it and you're left with nothing...
Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
’cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
’cause even if you’re wrong
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
The Pretenders::I'll Stand By You
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Friday, December 17, 2004
Walking on light bulbs and a medow of daisies
afraid you'll fall or break the glass
so fragile but yet bright n warm
A girl named Masepola once fell
this is her story::
Treadin on the glass I fell thru and onto the daisies
for no reason I was afraid of them before
with the mindset that they may b dangerous while looking so beautiful
I missed the warmth for a while
but never did i know the petals would cover me with softness n lightness
yet rproviding warmth i use to seek on my path with the lights
embracing my new environment came hard
I made a choice by deciding change was not good
thrown from my safety zone
i found a place where
i wouldnt b afraid to tumble while the strong winds blow
but instead sway with it n dance
and withit accompanies the sweet tantalising nectar smells
tingling my nose
while the rain come down in sheets i have the shelter
and the protective petals cover me n hugs me closely
the daisy medows the bloodi lightbulbs n the f*&^ing weather
You walked amongst them torns to get to him
You brought yourself to his mercy in so many ways
You build an imaginary world for you and him
So many nights your bed heated up with dreams of him n you
But when your dreams come true
the lights go down and
the dreams were just dreams
no one knows wads reality anymore
no one dares to touch those bright shiny bubbles
right in front of them for the fear of wad kind of gas those may contain
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
When you think of your past love, you may view
it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on
and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of
it.
Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, it is to
help
you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because
you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to
leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in
which we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting
go
when you need to hold on and holding on when you
need to let go. We lose someone we love only
when
we are destined to find someone else who can
love
us even more than we can love ourselves. On
falling out of love, take some time to heal and
then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make
the same mistake of riding the same one that
threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose
true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try
not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or
it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But
sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you
in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choose to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there
were
the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to
feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in
love. There was a time in our lives when we
became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we
do, we get hurt, and then I figured that's why
it's called falling in love.
it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on
and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of
it.
Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, it is to
help
you grow. Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because
you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.
You cannot finish a book without closing its
chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to
leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in
which we are always learning, discovering and
growing. The greatest irony of love is letting
go
when you need to hold on and holding on when you
need to let go. We lose someone we love only
when
we are destined to find someone else who can
love
us even more than we can love ourselves. On
falling out of love, take some time to heal and
then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make
the same mistake of riding the same one that
threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose
true self; to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try
not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or
it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But
sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you
in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choose to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there
were
the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to
feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in
love. There was a time in our lives when we
became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we
do, we get hurt, and then I figured that's why
it's called falling in love.
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
A heart is not a play thing,
a heart is not a toy,
but if you want it broken,
Just give it to a boy.
Boys they like to play with things
To see what makes them run,
But when it comes to kissing,
They do it just for fun.
Boys never give their hearts away
They play us girls for fools,
They wait untill we give our hearts
And then they play it cool.
You will wonder where he is a night
You will wonder if he's true,
One moment you will be happy,
One moment you will be blue.
If you get a chance to see him
Your heart begins to dance
Your life revolves around him,
Theres nothing like romance.
And then it starts to happen,
You worry day and night
You see, my friend,
you're losing him It never turns out right.
Boys are great,
though immature The price you pay is high,
He may seem sweet and gorgeous
But remember, hes a guy.
Don't fall in love with just a boy
That takes alot of nerve.
You see, my friend, you need a man
To get what you deserve.
So when you think that you're in love,
Be careful if you can
Before you give your heart away
Make sure that he's a man.
"Some boys take a beautiful girl,
And hide her away from the rest of the world.
Some men treat women like objects"
Girls want to walk in the sun.
G I R L S - (lad,ladies, women, sugar and spice and everything nice)Just wanna have
That's all they really want.....
Some fun....
ha ha ha
a heart is not a toy,
but if you want it broken,
Just give it to a boy.
Boys they like to play with things
To see what makes them run,
But when it comes to kissing,
They do it just for fun.
Boys never give their hearts away
They play us girls for fools,
They wait untill we give our hearts
And then they play it cool.
You will wonder where he is a night
You will wonder if he's true,
One moment you will be happy,
One moment you will be blue.
If you get a chance to see him
Your heart begins to dance
Your life revolves around him,
Theres nothing like romance.
And then it starts to happen,
You worry day and night
You see, my friend,
you're losing him It never turns out right.
Boys are great,
though immature The price you pay is high,
He may seem sweet and gorgeous
But remember, hes a guy.
Don't fall in love with just a boy
That takes alot of nerve.
You see, my friend, you need a man
To get what you deserve.
So when you think that you're in love,
Be careful if you can
Before you give your heart away
Make sure that he's a man.
"Some boys take a beautiful girl,
And hide her away from the rest of the world.
Some men treat women like objects"
Girls want to walk in the sun.
G I R L S - (lad,ladies, women, sugar and spice and everything nice)Just wanna have
That's all they really want.....
Some fun....
ha ha ha
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
[break]
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Close To You::Carpenters
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
[break]
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Close To You::Carpenters
There were days
When we used to lounge
Hangin' out in my car
Till the sun went down
When I'd call
you'd pick up the phone
Tell me how much
and you were alone
*Let's get deep
**If I ever broke down
gave you what I felt now
Would you still hang around
Are we crazy for feeling this way
You used to laugh until you cried
You and I keeping the world at bay
We'd sit around all day
Let's get deep
Closer and closer
every time we turn around
you'll never be lonely
I'll keep you beside me
Deeper and deeper
I'll never go away
Sun falls torrential you highness
I'm thinkin' about the days we left behind us
Sunshine and rain and misery
I'll lookin' at you beside me here
now I don't know how
you came into my life wonderin' will you be my wife
spend a day or two in Spain or France
in the rain we'll dance
Your heart next to mine beatin'
in the rain let me explain
Let me do my thing and tell you how I feel
this love is for real
Summer's finally found us,
the children playing in the sun
baby can't you see our time has come
turning on my radio
I hear the song, and see your face
cause you are the one I can't replace
I would give in
learn to depend
That I'll be there
until the end
Closer and closer
everytime we turn around
you'll never be lonely
I'll keep you beside me
Deeper and deeper
I'll never go away
Deeper & Deeper::Anna::Long Vacation
When we used to lounge
Hangin' out in my car
Till the sun went down
When I'd call
you'd pick up the phone
Tell me how much
and you were alone
*Let's get deep
**If I ever broke down
gave you what I felt now
Would you still hang around
Are we crazy for feeling this way
You used to laugh until you cried
You and I keeping the world at bay
We'd sit around all day
Let's get deep
Closer and closer
every time we turn around
you'll never be lonely
I'll keep you beside me
Deeper and deeper
I'll never go away
Sun falls torrential you highness
I'm thinkin' about the days we left behind us
Sunshine and rain and misery
I'll lookin' at you beside me here
now I don't know how
you came into my life wonderin' will you be my wife
spend a day or two in Spain or France
in the rain we'll dance
Your heart next to mine beatin'
in the rain let me explain
Let me do my thing and tell you how I feel
this love is for real
Summer's finally found us,
the children playing in the sun
baby can't you see our time has come
turning on my radio
I hear the song, and see your face
cause you are the one I can't replace
I would give in
learn to depend
That I'll be there
until the end
Closer and closer
everytime we turn around
you'll never be lonely
I'll keep you beside me
Deeper and deeper
I'll never go away
Deeper & Deeper::Anna::Long Vacation
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